NOVEMBER , its the time of exams again.Nervousness creeping in but still we try to act bold and confident.We take a deep breath and say relax! we still have time to study.For most engineering students ,atleast from my college internal marks are generally good.But what about the people who did bad or who couldnt cheat in the exams? I guess they have to slog and slog to get a good score or atleast to pass in the exams.
For most people gpa is important atleast for those who think big or for students who are under pressure.And for them if they fail to perform well in even one sem, their cumulative grade point average will go down .And their dreams which they have been visualizing since years may just crash.
These are the things going on in my mind since i saw my internal score last week which was 284/360.And this is quite low compared to my previous performances!I immediately came home sat down and started imagining how my external score would be .I calculated the max. grade point average that i can score this sem which is 8.4.Even if i dont sleep for a week from now and start preparing also thats really really hard to achieve this sem.When i realised it i felt very down ,scolded myself .
And if i dont score more than 8.4 this time i cannot attend the recruitment of two big companies which are going to visit my college next year which i always dreamt to be a part of !I realized this fact but it was too late by then.Now i just cant do anything except for preparing as much as i can .My fingers are crossed just waiting for some miracle to happen .
But the back up plans are always there if not a job i ll take up some other course but my confidence is i would definitely land up somewhere high.This confidence turned into over confidence for a while ,which resulted in bitter consequences.And now all the over confidence has vanished.
For most people gpa is important atleast for those who think big or for students who are under pressure.And for them if they fail to perform well in even one sem, their cumulative grade point average will go down .And their dreams which they have been visualizing since years may just crash.
These are the things going on in my mind since i saw my internal score last week which was 284/360.And this is quite low compared to my previous performances!I immediately came home sat down and started imagining how my external score would be .I calculated the max. grade point average that i can score this sem which is 8.4.Even if i dont sleep for a week from now and start preparing also thats really really hard to achieve this sem.When i realised it i felt very down ,scolded myself .
And if i dont score more than 8.4 this time i cannot attend the recruitment of two big companies which are going to visit my college next year which i always dreamt to be a part of !I realized this fact but it was too late by then.Now i just cant do anything except for preparing as much as i can .My fingers are crossed just waiting for some miracle to happen .
But the back up plans are always there if not a job i ll take up some other course but my confidence is i would definitely land up somewhere high.This confidence turned into over confidence for a while ,which resulted in bitter consequences.And now all the over confidence has vanished.
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